Life

I screwed up. I had a chance an now its gone. I had a dream an now its broken. I had many dreams, but I willingly gave them up for heaven. But this one was stolen from me by my own stupidity. She wanted it, she wanted to hear it, but I gave her nothing. Now I have nothing. Nothing to live for. Now when I wake up, there is nothing I see in my future to comfort me. Nothing to combat the stresses of life, to ease the pain. I used to dream of the future and it would give me strength, motivation, a reason to get out of bed. My dreams were my shelter against my cursed life. But now my nights are filled with dreamless sleep when I sleep at all. An there's no one to blame but myself. There's nothing left to do but live right and wait to die and see my savior whose coming soon to end my sorrow.