A New Phase

I'm a failure. I wasn't good at being evil an now I'm not good at being good. I wanted you then an I try ta getchu now even tho I know we ain supposed ta be together. You ain right fa me. Now we walk different paths an I'm meant ta be separate from you an all da rest of da world. So I'ma give up. I'ma stop try'n, or really, stop try'n ta try cuz I ain really do noth'n. Maybe its destiny. Maybe I'm like dis so I wouldn't get in too deep. Its already hard but I'ma stop, stop rap'n, I'ma leave tha clothes at home sell tha shoes cuz you know I did it all for you. But just because we can't be together doesn't mean I can't let you know how I feel. I Love You Gurl. I always treasured you and I will always love you. You were NewBlood's dream. If you could only imagine tha things you an him could've done if we were together. But now NewBlood's dead and NewG's dying. I am not G an I am a Blood no more. I am a new being, a new me.