To Die For

My nights are nolonger spent alone for You are always with me in my Dreams. My Dreams are filled with much foolishness, much pain and loneliness, but then I see your face and everything is fine, more than fine. Dreams of You, they give me a feeling like no other. I feel like I'm in Heaven, like all my life was leading up to that moment, and all I want is to live in this moment forever, and when this moment is over, my life will have been complete and I can die happily. But then my eyes open, the Dream vanishes and as the feeling slowly fades into my memory, I am faced once again with the painful realities of my life. This is what I want most, to feel that way in my waking life, to make my Dream a reality. I'm hoping with all my soul that this feeling is not reserved for my Dreams alone. I'm fighting with all my life against fate to experience that emotion again, in real life. It's to Die for. I must find that feeling, I have nothing left to live for. If I don't find it I might as well be Dead. I don't care how long I must wait, it doesn't matter if it's only for a moment, I just want to be once again lost in my Love for you. That feeling, to Love you and be Loved by you, words cannot describe how I feel, how much I want you. I Love you.